Do you ever feel like there is no one else in the world who knows how you feel? Not one person! Not family-mom, dad, brother, sister, etc. Not even your closest friend who has held your hand through all of adversity. I don’t know. Maybe they do know how you feel. You just can’t seem to accept the fact they really know how you feel because you feel like your the only one in the world at that specific time who feels that way and no one else will ever know- you are too narrow minded- HELLO HYPOCRITE! LOOK AT IT FROM HOW THEY ARE TRYING TO SEE YOU- DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE! ISN’T THAT WHAT THIS IS ABOUT?!!!!!!!!!!. It doesn’t seem logical that a person can just stop what they are doing, thinking or whatever they are doing and immediately put themselves in your shoes. Why do you think this way? Because you have never truly believed that a person was able to experience the same mental torture, embarrassment, shock, symptoms, anger, sensitivity (I could really go on and on about this but I am not going to) or whatever you are feeling at the time.
Do you ever feel like at home, school, work, or somewhere you are on a daily basis you just don’t fit in- like everyone is watching you; you are the one that stands out. A FRIGGIN SQUARE PEG IN A ROUND HOLE!!!!!!!!!!!- on the other hand maybe that’s only with certain people. Maybe there are certain people that you do click with but you are just so focused in on the negative part of things you don’t stop to notice the good. Hey you could be so focused on the negativity that you may go and get yourself some CRACK, or HEROINE, EXTASY, VODKA, SMOKES OR WHAT ‘ EVA!!!!!!!!!! Or why don’t we just kill ourselves? WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT WOULD NOT BE LOGICAL!!!!!!!!! JUST GET OVER IT BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!! Well not everyone works that way. Suppose you are the kind of person who takes situations, who normal people would just shrugg off, like IT’S THE END OF THE WORLD. OMG YOU HAVE GONE MAD AND YOU CAN’T THINK STRAIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT SHOULD YOU DO?????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well you could listen to a clinical therapist like they all tell you the same thing!
“Now sweetie was that the most logical thing to do at the time?”
You are thinking: “LOOK (whatever the person’s name is), I DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU DO, BUT THAT IS WHAT I DO WHEN I GET THAT ANGRY-SAD (remember anger is not an emotion- it is tagged along with another one) BECAUSE OH I DON’T KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!! THE MOST LOGICAL PART OF MY BRAIN SHUTS DOWN WHEN I GET THAT EMOTIONAL AND I JUST DO WHATEVER I FEEL LIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You say: “Well, uh, maybe not.”
Let me tell you how the brain works. Let’s just say a person gets really upset well as soon as they reach the point of anger the whole rational part of the brain is completely blocked. The whole point is to prevent the person from becoming angry THUS THEY DON’T START THINKING IRRATIONALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WELL HELLO WORLD! Some people can do that!!!!!!!!!!! but YOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU CANNOT!!!!!!! You are just a natural person who LET’S THINGS FLOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT’S NOT AS EASY AS IT SEEMS…TRYING TO THINK LOGICALLY WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU ARE BEING TORN APART FROM THE INSIDE!!!!!!!!!!
You know one thing that really hurts? When your friend’s friends are rude to you and have a bad influence on your friend!!! So then your friend says rude things to you- AND IT HURTS EVEN MORE THEN IF ANY OTHER PERSON WOULD SAY IT BECAUSE YOU EXPECT YOUR CLOSE FRIEND TO BE BETTER THAN THAT! YOU DON’T EXPECT THEM TO SAY THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ESPECIALLY THOSE ARE NOT THE KINDS OF THINGS THEY WOULD NORMALLY SAY TO YOU IF YOU WERE THIER FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why does every little thing in the world bother you? Why can’t you just give some people slack???
I don’t know maybe you suffer from PARANOIA!!!!!!!!!!! AND OFTEN THINK MASOCHISTICALLY!!!!!!!!!!
Lesson learned: Get to know yourself better
